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He was there to this party, where everyone he knew were.
Music was so loud, people were laughing and dancing like there was no tomorrow..
But Alan was so lonely sitting in a hard wood bench, his head resting to a wall, looking at Wen, Jim, Kaipa and all his friends enjoying their night.
No one could see how sad he was. Was it the effect of alcool? Was it the fact that he knew that Wen would never be there to wipe his tears and cuddle late at night when life is too hard on him?
Was it the fact that he tought that maybe Kaipa had also a crush on him and that tonight, nothing, not even a hello or a mark of affection was directed from him ?
He felt so confused with his own feeling, Alan couldn't support anymore his invisibility, he drinked so many shot of whatever the barmaid was giving him. He was so drunk. He sat back to his bench looking at Kaipa dancing and laughing with a cute guy with plump lips.
Alan had no idea what time was it or what he should do with himself.
He was so drunk that he couldn't decipher who was the men sitting next to him that asked him if he was ok. The men stroked his shoulder gently and that was it, Alan cried is whole heart out.
Finaly, he wasn't that much invisible, maybe that men cared for him. He was hugging, snuggling that men like he was a lifeboath. The men's excise sent made Alan chivers, with an unsure voice Alan begged him " Please, love me, please stay with me, my heart can't handle what's happening to it"