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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Seems cool, It's been recomended to me by someone I trust so...

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    After their fight on Boxing Day, Ilya was too hurt to call Shane. Too tired to text. Shane was too anxious and scared to do it first. Both of them will be haunted by their choice when Ilya's plane crashes on his flight to Tampa Bay. After having never come out to the world that they were together, Ilya in his last moments, hurtling towards his certain death at 29, finds himself unable to stop thinking about two people and his future wedding with Shane. A story that will never come to life. Shane finds out during his own game that the love of his life is now gone, gone where he can't follow him.
    A story of death, grief and mourning. Shane losing everything even though his best friends and parents surround him with their love. A few last words from the last person he thought he would ever see change his life.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Gods, this makes me sob. The thought of this happening to the people I love is awful and fuck this is so ridiculously well written.

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Fuck, I'm actually sobbing

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the Ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    This was like watching a tragedy and having it suddenly turn into a romcom, the emotional whiplash I have been feeling oml.

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    3 times someone observes how Mike treats Will after they get together, and one time he considers it himself.

    (spoiler: it’s complicated. But also, somehow, not.)

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Damn

    Mike is realistically a codependent little shit, Will doesn't mind because while he'd never say it to Mike's face he's just as bad and loves the fact that to Mike he is always, always the most important person in a room.