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Chuuya doesn’t really reach his limit until they’ve been together for four years, and he’s feared for Dazai’s life so many times by that point that he thinks he’s mastered the heartbreak and the suffocating fear that his boyfriend could be gone if he lowers his guard for even a second.
Or: Dazai attempts, and Chuuya makes a very difficult decision.
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26 Apr 2026
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When my bones turn to dust (you’ll all be there) by Orvhids
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Mar 2026
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“He slowly opened the door.
He stopped in his tracks.
The sight in front of him…
What the.
Fuck.
Atsushi was frozen in fear. There was pill bottles on the floor, broken glass, blood, he could smell blood and alcohol, he saw Dazai’s phone on the bowl of the sink...
When his eyes reached the tub he screamed.”
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20 Mar 2026
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“Ane-san. Please. Who called?”
She stayed silent for a brief moment, and Chuuya was worried she would hang up.
“...It’s Dazai.”
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- Part 1 of soukoku
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12 Feb 2026
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When Chuuya Nakahara loses control during Corruption, one fatal second changes everything — leaving Dazai Osamu critically injured and both of them drowning in guilt, fear, and silence. As Dazai fights his way back from the edge of death, Chuuya disappears, convinced that loving too closely means destroying what he touches.
Separated by trauma and unsaid words, they are forced to confront what remains when power fails, when trust fractures, and when survival hurts more than dying.
“Heh,” Dazai sighed softly. “Guess I’ll finally die.”
“You can’t die in a place like this!” Chuuya pressed harder. “Please, Osamu…”
Please. Don’t leave me.
This is a story about restraint, guilt, healing, and choosing to stay — even when gravity demands otherwise.
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11 Feb 2026
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“I would say you haven’t changed a bit, but evidently, you have.” His gaze lingers far too long on Dazai’s body, as if mentally undressing him with wine-drunk eyes.
Dazai wants to vomit.
“Are you implying something?”
“Not at all,” a sneer, “simply observing.”
“Right. And what might that observation be?”
A smirk, “Enjoy the rest of your lunch, Osamu.”
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Or, Dazai and recovery and relapse and that complicated space in between.Series
- Part 15 of D as in "Dying"
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03 Jan 2026