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   Shot in the head and you're to blame by helenaamell

   Fandoms: Fallout: New Vegas, Fallout (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jun 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Benny/Courier
   • Benny/Female Courier
   • Swank
   • Cachino
   • Nero
   • Mortimer
   • Marjorie (Fallout)
   • Big Sal
   • Mr. House (Fallout)
   • Conflicting emotions - Character
   • because thats the courier way
   • Smut
   • Maybe fluff
   • Teasing
   • Angst
   • Flirting
   • overuse of the word baby
   • Powerplay
   • Exhibitionism
   • Cunnilingus
   • Rough Sex
   • Slight Impregnation Kink
   • Oral Sex
   • Amnesia
   • Misogyny
   • Dubious Consent
   • Rape Mentions
   • Mentions of self mutilation
   • mistreatments of sexworkers
   • morally grey courier
   • idiots to lovers
   • basically if people being shitty to women triggers you
   • youre not gonna like this fic
   • This Was Just Supposed To be Porn
   • but then it became a whole ass story
   • oopsie
   • bilingual character

   Summary

   Benny is in need of a prostitute to act as his girlfriend for some talks with the big families and Mr. House. The courier comes into town at just the right time and after getting instructions from House she works her way undercover to take the job. However she feels many conflicting emotions at the thought of having sex with the man that cost her all of her memories. To add salt to the wounds she finds herself more and more drawn to him and she fears that when the time comes to end him her feelings might betray her.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   64,800

   Chapters:

   32/?

   Comments:

   112

   Kudos:

   261

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