Wilted_Winter_Roses



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  1. Rec *

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    ilya rozanov did not plan to spend the majority of his rookie season in a hospital. then again, he didn't plan on shane hollander either.

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    or, the whump fic. based on my own tweet: a fic where 17 yr old shane is a [redacted] ill patient and ilya is the rookie his team drags to the children’s hospital. he falls in love w freckles and can’t stop visiting shane every chance he gets.

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    14 May 2026

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    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Ch. 4

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    13 May 2026

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    Ch. 8

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    All my Hollanov fics in one place, unrelated unless clearly stated otherwise

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    13 May 2026

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    Feelings and fluff 🥺☺️

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane and Ilya never stay in one place long enough to hold onto each other, so they write instead.

    Letters become their conversations, their arguments, their confessions and everything they can't bring the courage to say in person. Through years of these letters, Shane and Ilya learn how to exist in each others life despite the distance and timing. Some words are written once and never again, some are rewritten for years. What begins as a forced penpal situation turns into something softer, deeper, carried across years of letters that become the most honest part of their lives.

    Some letters remain, even when everything else around them changes.

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    13 May 2026

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