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Buck had been the one who called her over the radio, his voice raw and choked as he called her to come down to the shattered lab. She had stepped past Buck to get as close to the glass as she could. She had been standing there when Bobby had asked him to leave and had heard him stumble his way out.
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“Hot chicks..” His face went numb. Hot chicks. His mouth kept moving without any input from his brain or good sense and he really really did not want to know what Tommy’s face was doing behind him. “..Love firefighters," he finished weakly.
He had two choices:
1. Talk to Eddie about..the not being on a date with a girl but with a whole actual ..dude.
2. Continue to be an utter homophobic asshole to Tommy.Series
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Things at the 118 were very different with Gerrard now at the helm.
Bobby had listened. Led. Befriended. Drew every person in until they were a cohesive unit. A family.
But Gerrard was the exact opposite.
They had to find new ways of coping until this got resolved and Bobby was back with them where he belonged.
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Buck laughed softly at himself and rubbed his hands over his face. This was a ridiculous question, but he wasn’t going to be able to think past today’s almost-date to Maddie’s wedding or anything in between until he asked. “I just mean. Um.” He rolled his eyes and blew out a breath in frustration. “When I was at the Harbor, and Eddie showed up…were you interested in him?”
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Buck didn’t regret Tommy’s arrival and attendance, and definitely not greeting him the way he did, even as Maddie held up her hands to ward Buck away before he could hug her properly.
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A few different ways that Buck could have figured out the whole bisexuality thing, all based around the episoddes "Buck, Bothered, and Bewildered" and "You Don't Know Me."
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After the truck bombing, Buck finds leaving the loft difficult, and then impossible. It's okay, though! He can do pretty much everything online these days, including falling in love with Tommy.
The problem is Tommy wants to meet. In person. And Buck hasn't exactly told him he hasn't left home in two and a half years.
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23 Apr 2026
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He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.
He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
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22 Apr 2026
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The sheer number of high pitched noises I made while reading this!
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Ilya R has been added to the group chat. by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Apr 2026
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Bood
what have you given her before?Ilya
A fucking, mostlyBood
CHEAP
CHEAP GIFT GIVERIlya enlists Bood & the Ottawa WAGs to help brainstorm ideas for his first proper Valentine’s Day with ‘Jane’.
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21 Apr 2026
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Save Me by orangememory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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What if everything in the MLH Awards rooftop scene had.gone completely differently?
"I feel like I'm home. I don't know what that means. I have never felt at home anywhere in a long time. But right now. With you inside me. Your hands on me. I am home."
A canon divergence from Heated Rivalry Episode 1 "Rookies." The MLH awards rooftop scene, rewritten - what Shane and Ilya truly feel about each other, and about the award, when nobody walks away. A character study on how Ilya's scars impact him, on how deeply and freely Shane loves him, and the start of something beautiful. Two boys. One trophy. Zero words big enough for what they feel for each other.
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18 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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16 Apr 2026

