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Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane opens his eyes and tears spill onto his pillow and into Ilya’s hand. He has that apologetic stare again. He says, “Love you.”
“Nothing in the world could make me stop loving you,” Ilya says. “Do you understand?”
With hesitation, his eyes darting around, Shane breathes out, “I understand.”
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- Part 1 of hard times
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22 Dec 2025
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the bones i’m about to leave by paocai
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”
Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”
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The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.
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- Part 1 of Metamorphoses
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16 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander arrives at Boston University believing he is closer to the dream he has always pursued: becoming a professional hockey player. Talented and disciplined, he soon realizes that things will not be easy.
Ilya Rozanov dominates the rink with the same ease with which he instills fear. What begins as violence disguised as play soon turns into something deeper and more dangerous.
Caught between his dream and the obsession of the man he cannot leave, Shane learns that some traps simply have no way out.
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Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander, and his way of showing it is through acts of violence.Bookmarked by apeirophobia
15 Dec 2025
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"Like he is a god and all you want is a chance to touch. You think about it, yeah? What it would be like if his full attention was on you, only you. What his voice would sound like praising your name. And to get that, you'd do anything, wouldn't you?"
"I—Marc, what are you talking about?" A high-pitched giggle escaped Marco, all nervous and anxious. He didn't know what was going on, he really didn't, this just wasn't—what the fuck was happening? "You're, this is just some kind of projecting. Leave me out of this mess going on between you two, it's not right, I'm just trying to do my job and win races."
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Or, the 24 hours of Le Mans with a twist.
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11 Dec 2025
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Jorge is…shameless, the way only his compatriots are. Unhinged, always toying on the fine line between innocent camaraderie and blatant flirting. He helps Marco to his feet only to shove him behind a flimsy aluminum partition and kiss him, wet and sloppy, almost ripping a shocked moan out of him, his calloused hand clamped on the back of his head while Marco kisses the taste of sambuca from his lewd mouth. He never liked sambuca too much, but he could consider the idea of giving it a chance if he could always drink it directly from Jorge’s tongue. Soon enough, he finds himself tugging at Jorge’s sweaty mesh top, unable to exercise enough self-restraint not to act horny on main. Again, Jorge laughs, but the way he pulls at his curls is making Marco actively want to ditch any sort of inhibition and fall on his knees right where they are – where everybody could see them, if they weren’t too busy getting drunk while a remixed version of Gloria is playing in the background.
Marco keeps his promise and gives Jorge the best blowjob of his life after Aprilia manages a podium finish.
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11 Dec 2025