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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    “Hey Achilles?” I asked, my head on his stomach.

    He stopped strumming. “Yeah?”

    “Can I ask you something? It’s kinda . . .” I trailed off, humph-ing as I couldn’t think of the right word.

    “Of course you can.”

    I took a deep breath. “Why did you ask me out?”

    I felt his muscles in his stomach tighten. “Because I like you?” He said, but it seemed more like he was asking me.

    “Why?” was my initial response. I clamped a hand over my mouth at that, surprised at myself.

    Achilles made a sound like he’d choked. “Are you actually asking me?”

    “I hadn’t meant to but . . . yeah, sort of.” I shrugged. “It’s just . . . you’re so amazing and beautiful and I’m just me: plain.”

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    Buck should have known better than to challenge Eddie. He should have known that it wouldn’t end well for him to taunt Eddie like he had. Eddie had shown no mercy and now Buck was paying the price.

    He woke up with a groan, a sizzle of pain racing up his spine as he moved. God, his ass fucking throbbed.

    “I think you broke me,” Buck mumbled into the pillow his face was smushed into.

    Eddie laughed from where he sat beside Buck, scrolling on his phone as he enjoyed the peaceful morning and waited for Buck to wake up. He didn’t look even remotely sorry, a smug grin on his lips.

     

    Or, Buck challenges Eddie and Eddie takes said challenge. It causes their relationship to be revealed in a rather unique way.

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    Buck stood on the porch, shivering beneath the thin hoodie clinging to his fever-slick skin. He wasn’t sure how long he’d been standing there, just that the familiar shape of Eddie’s front door had started to blur at the edges, his vision swimming from a mix of exhaustion and whatever virus had its claws sunk deep into him.

    He had a key. Hell, he practically lived here. His toothbrush was in the bathroom, his favorite hoodie was always tossed somewhere in Chris’ room, and Eddie never stopped reminding him “You don’t knock. You walk in. This is your home too.”

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    Or, Buck is sick and Eddie wants to take care of him. Both physically and sexually.

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