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    Shane gets drunk and can't keep his hands to himself.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

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    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

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    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    There are a few rules to living at the MARS house.

    1. Wash your own dishes.
    2. No sex in shared spaces.
    3. Clean the cycle room after you use it.

     

    Or, during MARS' time away from the house, Jun had his rut and didn't bother cleaning up after himself because he didn't think anyone would use it again. Cut to Dylan having his first heat after they've become independent artists. Both have to face the fact that maybe some things aren't just instincts.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “Will somebody tell me what the fuck is going on?”

    Had Pemika gone back on her deal with Thame? Had she released some statement about him going to Korea? Was the location of the MARS house made public? Was… Had… Why does everyone look like that?

    “They know, Phi,” Thame says. Voice and eyes vacant.

    Jun’s stomach drops. “Know what?”

    Jun and the members of MARS are blindsided by a scandal that threatens to sink their rising success; meanwhile, Jun struggles to navigate his relationship with Dylan as it enters uncharted waters.

    Sequel to "found footage."

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    27 Mar 2026