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All that's left is an Ocean breeze where you used to be by Adzilla074 (S1nging_Y0u_S0ftly), S1nging_Y0u_S0ftly
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Oct 2024
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Sam is doing the laundry and picks up a jacket with a bloody handprint from Dean's room. He doesn't think much about it and decides to toss it in. The consequences he didn't quite anticipate leading to a serious panic attack and a confession Deans been holding onto for much longer than he's been alluded to.
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Chuck is gone, Jack is god and Dean and Sam have been trying to live their lives normally until the jacket Dean wore when Cas touched him for the last time gets unexpectedly cleaned and Dean has a panic attack that changes a lot of things for the brothers going forward.
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"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
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- Part 1 of Horror Vacui 'verse
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Dean’s been knelt down next to the highway so many damn times. Tire repair kit on the road by his knee. Elbow deep in the tire well. Trying to press the patch in right. He’s fixed lotta tires that way. Gotten a few more miles outta them. Til they were too worn down to patch. Gotten a few more miles outta himself.
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dean wakes up in the hospital after the barn. cas is still gone.
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“Dean,” A low voice echoed from behind him, “wonderful to make your acquaintance. We’re very excited to have you join us, as i’m sure you’ve already heard.”
Dean turned around to find that the deep rumbling voice came from a handsome, rain-drenched man in a trench coat.
“T-thank you, I’m excited to be here,” He said, trying to catch the name on the man's ID badge attached to a bee lanyard around his neck.
“My name is Castiel,” He stepped forward, stretching a hand out to Dean, “-but the kids call me Mr.Novak.” Dean met his hand where it was extended, returning the man's strong and sure grip. His striking blue eyes stared deeply into Dean's, so intensely that Dean had to break the contact and swallow.
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Dean is starting a new job as a special education classroom assistant, and he immediately takes a liking to the teacher he's working for, Castiel Novak. The two become friends outside of work, and navigate trying to figure out if the other feels the same way. Castiel brings with him a world of Dominance and Submission, one Dean has yet to experience. Dean needs to handle his father, an abusive alcoholic set on ruining his life.
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Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.
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A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.
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21 Nov 2024
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I guess this one, too. Starting to see a pattern here. I hope the author writes actual books I can buy, cause imma buy them.
It's rather new to me, to read something written by someone else and hear it in my mind in my own writing voice... it's wonderful, like the story is rising out of my personal treasure chest of ideas and vocabulary. To find works that fit my fic needs like puzzle pieces....I'm so grateful.