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The urge comes at night. When it’s so late, he can’t be sure anything’s real anymore.
It eats through his stomach and burns holes in his chest.
Itches in his fingers and crawls up his spine.
Cuts through his throat and pierces his mind.
There’s nothing but it.
Hands painfully gripping the sheets, body tense as steel-wire, Ryan waits for it to pass.
It never does.
Or: A new script waiting for his personal approval cuts Ryan a little deeper than he would've liked.
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25 Apr 2026
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It's finally happening, the long-awaited sex scene between Buck and Eddie! Ryan and Oliver go on set to shoot it. Still, Ryan has some difficulties fully grasping the emotions and tension in the scene, giving him the actor version of erectile dysfunction. After a long day of wasting everyone's time with a scene he can't get right, he goes home defeated. Luckily for Ryan, Oliver shows up at his home and shows him the difference between mindless sex and "love making".
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23 Apr 2026
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“Do you think you’ll want kids?”
Oliver chokes a little on his beer. “What?” He has to wipe his mouth with the back of his hand to keep beer from running down his chin.
“Kids,” Ryan repeats, voice nearly cracking on the word. “Do you think you’ll want kids?”
Or: Ryan asks a really personal question.
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19 Apr 2026
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confessions should be better planned by justhockey for firebirdsuite
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04 Jul 2024
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"I’m not good enough for you, either,” Eddie whispers. “But I love you anyway.”
Everything suddenly goes still. It’s like the blood in his veins, the air in the room, the entire goddamn city, freezes in place for the length of a heartbeat.
And then it all comes rushing back at full speed, stealing the breath from his lungs and any thoughts from his head that aren’t EddieEddieEddie; his name a litany, a prayer being tattooed onto Buck’s ribs by the frantic beat of his heart.
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08 Apr 2026
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“We were friends in high school,” Eddie says, and the words seem to warp in his mouth with how much he’s not saying. “We had a fight, then Shannon got pregnant and we stopped talking. It’s the first time I’ve seen him in years. Probably the last time I'll see him in my life. Okay?”
“Eddie, I don’t know what you think ‘friends’ means, but that was not friendship I saw.”
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In which Eddie keeps secrets and Buck is incredibly normal and rational and even brave about his reaction to this.
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04 Apr 2026