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    “Ilya, hey, hey,” Shane says, setting the plates down and hurrying around the table to Ilya’s side. “What’s wrong, why are you crying?”

    Ilya hiccups. “Is fine. Is nothing. I am just crying because Pike is so ugly,” he blubbers. “And it is so sad that these beautiful children have to look at his face every day.”

    Pike waits until Ilya’s got his hands over his eyes to meet Shane’s gaze and mouth 'what the FUCK'.

    Or: after Shane moves to Ottawa, Ilya develops a habit of randomly bursting into tears.

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  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane Hollander is not a virgin. He has had sex. He just hasn't had sex with a man before. He isn't even attracted to men and he is especially not attracted to Ilya Rozanov.

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    “Is not fine,” Ilya replies. His tone is curiously flat. “You trust me. I hurt you. This cannot be fine.”

    “Ilya, it’s just a game. Even I know a team can’t win every time they play.”

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    When a scene goes wrong, Shane finds it easy to forgive Ilya. It’s not so easy for Ilya to forgive himself.

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  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane knows he and Ilya need to talk about what’s growing between them. Ilya has a different idea of what they should talk about, and some very specific ideas about what Shane should be allowed to say.

    Or: a remix of the Tampa hotel room scene, with a lot less growing emotional honesty and a lot more undernegotiated humiliation kink.

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  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    Ilya gets Shane high and takes advantage of him (consensually).

    A little sequel to a Mean Dom Ilya Week fic, by popular demand.

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