mellomskyene
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It wasn’t supposed to go this far, to feel this real. It was just curiosity at first, a goal to achieve in order to put an end to everything they had before without regret.
They were wrong, but now it's too late. -
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Tarjei felt empty, exhausted. He had sworn to himself he's never fall for that kind of things. That he'd never believe it. He had lost. He had believed in it. He had made many bad choices in his life but the one he regretted the most this instant was this one. To have let himself carried along another soul, blindly trusting. He kept telling himself it would pass, that everything can be forgotten. But how to make time move faster? It was impossible. How to ease the pain? He had cried, yelled, broken his things and waited for days and night, but nothing. Still that same emptiness in his heart. Loneliness and sadness, his only two friends he wished he didn't have. That strange feeling he had given him what was most precious to him.
Today, he only had doubts and regrets but he could only blame himself. -
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Tarjei se sentait vide, lasse. Il s’était promis de ne jamais se faire avoir par ce genre de chose. De ne jamais y croire. Il avait perdu. Il y avait cru. Des mauvais choix il en avait faits dans sa courte vie mais celui qu’il regrettait le plus à cet instant c’était bien celui-là. Celui de s’être laissé porter par une autre âme, en toute confiance. Il se répétait que tout cela passerait, car tout fini par s’oublier. Mais comment faire pour avancer le temps ? C’était impossible. Comment faire alors pour soulager la douleur ? Il avait pleuré, crié, brisé des objets et attendu des jours et des nuits entières mais rien. Toujours ce même vide dans son cœur. La solitude et la tristesse, ces deux seules amies dont il se passerait bien. L’étrange sentiment de lui avoir laissé ce qu’il avait de plus précieux. Aujourd'hui il ne lui restait que les doutes et les regrets, mais le seul à blâmer, c'était lui.
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Hudson and Connor are best friends. Both are in stable relationships, and they’re about to begin filming the second season of Heated Rivalry. But a matching bracelet becomes the breaking point. Not only between them and their partners, but between the two of them as well. It marks the beginning of a deeper realization: what exists between them can no longer be defined as just friendship.
***"Because he’s my best friend," he said through his teeth.
"And I’m your boyfriend," François replied without raising his voice. "But when you’re tired, when you’re scared, when you start to doubt… you don’t choose me."
Silence fell between them again, more unbearable than before.
"I’m not saying you don’t love me," he added, quieter. "I’m saying I’m not the place where your heart comes to rest."
Connor swallowed. His throat felt tight, like anything he said would break something else.
"That’s not fair…"
"Maybe it’s not," François admitted, looking at him with a mix of exhaustion and pain. "But it’s my truth, and Connor, the truth is it hurts like hell to love someone who’s always looking somewhere else."
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Isak and Even were best friends before one botched mission tore them apart. When they are assigned to go undercover as newlyweds at an oceanside resort where couples are going missing, can they put their differences aside for long enough to solve the case? And can they fix what’s broken between them before it’s too late?
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