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"Please, fuck me, Jeremy," he added, calling his name with his velvety accent the way he knew would always drive Jeremy mad with want.
Jeremy broke away, panting and pressing his now clammy forehead into Jean's to catch his breath.
"Fuck. I can't even ask you to ask me nicely because you always do."
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jeremy gets a treat for his birthday
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26 Apr 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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24 Apr 2026
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A month in a half after the events of "My Will Is Good," Mike and Will spend a weekend in Montauk, get closer than ever, and navigate life as a couple. Mike grapples with the idea of coming out and what it means to be gay in the 90s.
Or: Mike and Will have fun in Montauk, do it without condoms, and are really nerdy and in love.
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It's 1992, and Mike and Will are juniors in college and living together in a tiny NYC apartment. Life is great. It's everything Mike could ever want: his best friend, an incredible city, and the world at his fingertips. The only problem? He's in love with said best friend and has no idea how he could ever tell him.
Luckily for him, he's presented with an opportunity to get much closer to him every Friday night, as long as he promises not to get all weird after. How hard could that be?
Or: Mike and Will become friends with benefits and the universe laughs because they're both ridiculously in love with each other.
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- Part 1 of Nirvana
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18 Apr 2026
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Once the last of the padding dropped to the floor, Neil had a full view of Andrew’s torso. Now he was paying extra attention, he could see the way his stomach and hips bulged a little over the waistband of his shorts, the slight softness of his chest, and the extra muscle on his arms and shoulders.
“Jesus, Neil,” Nicky said. Neil spared him a glance and didn’t like the look he was given in return. “Do me a favour and stop eye-fucking my cousin right in front of me?”
Andrew gains extra weight and muscle. Neil is, for lack of a better word, obsessed.
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16 Apr 2026