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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    22 Apr 2026

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    At the cottage, when Ilya suggested he could marry Svetlana, Shane said "Don't marry Svetlana. Marry me. Here. Next summer."

    Canon rewrite where I completely rewrite the Long Game because I didn't like it. Instead, Ilya and Shane remain playing for Montreal and Boston, dating in secret, slowly coming out to friends and family on their own terms. After getting married, they finally feel safe to come out to their teams. Montreal reacts badly, but instead of making himself smaller, Shane realizes that he would never be enough for them. So, he decides Montreal can get fucked and he's coming out out of spite. Ilya is ecstatic.

    I remain faithful to these complex characters and the reality of the world they live in while also allowing Shane the time and space to realize that his love for both Ilya and hockey are all that matter and the consequences are not so important.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Four years ago, Ilya made tuna melts and called Shane by his first name. For 30 seconds he had everything his wanted before it all slipped away. They haven't spoken since Shane left aside from chirps on the ice. 2 seasons ago, Ilya was traded to Ottawa following an injury and organization restructuring from Boston - it's been surprisingly good for his mental health. That is until Shane and Rose announce their long awaited engagement. It's not until their friends and family push and prod a little that things start to move in a positive direction. The only issue is, the road isn't very smooth.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander never meant to hire the cocky Russian trainer his teammate J.J. raved about. But one look at Ilya Rozanov—curly-haired, smirking, built like sin—and Shane was lost.

    From their first session, Ilya pushes every one of Shane’s buttons: infuriating him, commanding him, touching him just a little too long. The workouts are brutal, the banter sharp, and the private sauna sessions… dangerous. Before long, Shane finds himself caught in a dynamic he’s never dared imagine, but one that might just be the fulfillment of his deepest, most secret fantasies.

    When real feelings start burning hotter than any workout, Shane has to face the truth: he’s falling hard for the one man who might only see him as a toy.
    Now he has to decide—risk everything to find out if Ilya feels the same… or walk away before his heart takes a harder hit than his glutes ever did.

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