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put a hole through my kevlar soul by spacehades for neznaboh
Fandoms: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021), 七爷 | Qi Ye - priest
25 Oct 2025
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kevlar / ˈkɛv lɑr / · noun, trademarked: an extremely lightweight, yet strong synthetic polymer that is weaved into a material that is five times stronger than steel
Five times when Jing Beiyuan has tried to pierce through Wen Kexing's armor and one time he succeeded, or: the story about poetry, investigations and kitchen aprons from Taobao.
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draw me in, do me right by spacehades
Fandoms: 默读 - priest | The Light in the Night - priest
21 Sep 2025
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“Shixiong”, Fei Du says, somehow forcing his voice into a resemblance of a steady whisper. It would have been almost admirable, if not for the quiver of his thighs that betrays his true feelings on having company right in front of the door. “You are truly shameless, corrupting me like this–”
If only he wasn’t so busy taking proper care of Fei Du’s ass, Luo Wenzhou would have been the one to glare, this time. Look who’s talking! Corrupting? Who’s corrupting whom? As if this whole semi-public thing wasn’t your idea, you little deviant!
or: One day, Fei Du invites himself over to the City Bureau, Luo Wenzhou thinks it's a great idea until he doesn't, and the whole Main Criminal Investigation Team has to pay the price.
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Back in South Hui, an entire lifetime ago, they both dreamed of their very own paradise. In it, Xiao Shuhe would have died of old age, in a small cottage somewhere far outside the capital, surrounded by the scent of pear blossoms. He would have died without any regrets, unafraid to leave the mortal world after a long life well-lived. He would have died knowing he was loved by the very same person waiting for him in the Yellow Springs.
He would have never died the way he did—in a cold, damp dungeon, with his back soaked in blood, a disgraced emperor of a kingdom long since fallen.
or: A different take on episode 10, where the prison guards still inflict their punishment on Xiao Shuhe, but the one who suffers the most is actually Duan Zi'ang.
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"It wasn’t that he feared rejection or the lack of interest from Jing Qi, not anymore. It wasn’t a game to him either, it was something more than simple curiosity, too, after all; Wu Xi could understand this much now. He knew that if he kept this up, there would eventually come a day where Jing Qi would be ready to choose him above anyone and anything else.
What he could not comprehend, however, and what he was truly scared of, was the enormity of his own desire — the answers to questions of where it came from, how much power it had over him, what he was capable of because of it."
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or: After his drunken love confession, Wu Xi is having a hard time keeping his feelings at bay. Jing Beiyuan is, of course, very happy to scheme his way throughout it all.
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“I tried to save people. I tried to put an end to this—this cycle of death. Can you say the same thing? Have you ever tried saving anyone at all?”
As soon as Gihun says the last sentence, something changes in The Frontman’s demeanor. A crack in the marble statue. He clenches his fist, a leather glove adorning his hand creaking in a way not much unlike a broken bone would, and as pleasure sinks into his heart at the sight, Gihun finds himself yearning to look underneath the mask with a ferocity he’s never felt before. He wants to see those narrowed eyes, the flaring nostrils, the slight tremble of The Frontman’s lips as he bites back at Gihun. He understands, now — those words from earlier. 'That is what I wanted from you.'
Are they truly all that different, then, if he, too, longs for that man’s fury as if he would starve without it?
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or: After Gihun's failed rebellion, he and The Frontman finally have a long overdue talk.
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my pretty little face i couldn't keep from the dark by spacehades
Fandom 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)
10 Sep 2023
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DZZS LYN ficlets by spacehades
Fandom 七爷 | Qi Ye - priest, 天涯客 | Faraway Wanderers - priest, 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)
04 Feb 2023
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we've suffered enough by spacehades
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Jul 2021
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The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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20 Mar 2026
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cold love by black_dolphin
Fandoms: 默读 - priest | The Light in the Night - priest, 光渊 | Justice in the Dark (TV 2023)
07 Mar 2026
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On a cold winter night, Fei Du wants to stay outside to watch the first snow. And Luo Wenzhou just wants to keep his husband warm and happy.
Bookmarked by spacehades
08 Mar 2026
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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Bookmarked by spacehades
21 Feb 2026
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Make It Better (Hold You Tighter) by user3799
Fandoms: 默读 - priest | The Light in the Night - priest
01 Nov 2023
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A person like him couldn’t love. A person like him could never put someone else’s life before theirs.
That was what he always believed.
Wenzhou never hesitated to grab him by the collar and slap the nonsense out of his head, to call his worldviews nonsense. That’s what he always did whenever Fei Du said something demeaning about himself without even noticing it. That was the way he was wired, or rather, the way he wired himself to be.Bookmarked by spacehades
11 Feb 2026
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Diurnal by totallynotaghost
Fandoms: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021), 天涯客 | Faraway Wanderers - priest
11 Oct 2023
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Any ghost could look at Wen Kexing now and see opportunity. The ghosts that know better would argue, in hushed whispers that they think their Guzhu does not hear, that he is in fact more dangerous when his mind splits from both his body and itself like this.
He thinks that they would be wrong, too.
(Or, Wen Kexing reaches a breaking point at Siji Manor. Things change.)
Bookmarked by spacehades
09 Feb 2026