starloid

a digital drawing of my persona from the chest up, holding their hands up in peace signs toward their head. they wear a brown paper bag over their head with two eye holds, a beige, yellow, and turquoise sweater, dark green overalls, and gloves



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    “Tonight, I am going to get you so addicted to the sound of my voice giving orders that your will shall be but an extension of my own,” said the Shredder. “You’ll be the happiest you’ve ever been, and it will be because you’ve realized that you fit best underneath my boot. Loyalty won’t even be a question, because regardless of what I ask of you, you’ll cling on solely for the faintest possibility of recreating the pleasure you’ll experience tonight.”

    Leo took in a breath. “Why are you telling me this?”

    “Because even if you know, you won’t be able to fight it. In a matter of hours, you won’t care what I’ve done to you, so long as it means that I’ll do it again.”


    or, while captured by the Foot, Leo's mind is experimented on. He is manipulated into feeling an artificial dopamine boost when he follows orders – specifically, when following the Shredder's orders. It doesn't take long for things to turn from bad to worse as the euphoria of total obedience leaves Leo wondering why he ever fought back against Master Shredder in the first place.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    After the disaster that was the "Escape the Circus" adventure, Caine decides to try something new. AU.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Stockman said that they were rewiring Leonardo’s brain so that Saki’s presence emanated in every fired neuron and connected synapse. Saki likened it to taking a sledgehammer to his skull.


    or, at the end of season 2, the Shredder decides to keep Leo and instead sends a message by hurling Splinter's comatose body through the window. This gives him about three months to break Leo down into something new, through a combination of sensory deprivation, sensory overload, and a whole lot of mindfuckery. He wants a loyal devotee, even if he has to cram love down Leo's throat until it's all he's capable of bearing.


    or, a three part series examining the before, during, and after of the conditioning Leo experiences at the Shredder's hand.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Blonde Blazer feels herself unwind a bit– not in relief, no, but in confusion. The person under the mask is… A man. A young man with striking blue eyes. Eyes that’re weighed down by heavy eyebags, highlighting sunken cheeks and unruly facial and head hair. There’s a chip on his right ear. There are veins crawling up his neck.

    “I’m not asking you to believe me.” His voice is raspy with signs of disuse, Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as if it isn’t used to the movement. “I’m asking you to arrest me.”

    or,

    Mecha Man died in that explosion, suit broken beyond repair and pilot nowhere to be found. A few weeks after that famed explosion, a new villain pops up and terrorizes Los Angeles. The chances of these situations being connected is slim.

    (But not zero.)

    or or,

    villain Robert Robertson because he hasn’t been through enough

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    16 Nov 2025

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    Jean Vicquemare is trying his hardest to have an awful time, but things keep getting obnoxiously metaphysical.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    stunner. a fave