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    “Am I dirty?” he asked before he could think better of it.

    Suguru looked him up and down with a curious expression, squinting, searching for something that could explain whatever the hell was going on. “Huh? No… you look fine to me.”

    That’s not what I meant. Am I filthy, or am I pure?

    “Are—are you sure?” It came out weak, brittle. He lightly unclasped the hand from Suguru’s jacket which he was still holding, leaving it just hovering over the fabric. He was scared he’d burn Suguru again, but he was more scared about being unclean. “What about my hands?”

    Without reservation, Suguru gently took Satoru’s hand from the jacket and then lifted the other, still pressed to Satoru’s chest, into his own small palms. He turned his hands till his palms faced God, and Lord, did they burn, but before he could pull back, Suguru held them firmly, thumbs brushing over the lines and grooves of his palms, steady, careful, unflinching.

    “All clean, ‘Toru. I promise. See?”

    Satoru did not believe him.

    Or, Satoru wrestles with God, the Bible, and the slow, undeniable realization that he is in love with his best friend, Suguru.

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    18 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Guys😭don’t😭read😭if😭you😭don’t😭want😭to😭cry😭😭😭😭😭😭

  2. Rec 32

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    Suguru starts by keeping Satoru’s things. Satoru answers by leaving more of himself behind.

    It begins with attention. Then comes appetite. Then all the small, strange ways two bodies try to solve the problem of being separate.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    There’s just this feeling. A little flip-flop in Satoru’s chest. A thing he can’t quite place, fluttery and airborne and nervous, like the moments before the first drop of one of the coasters at Fuji-Q Highland. Satoru’s only been there, like, once, but it’s enough for Satoru to know that that’s the feeling he gets whenever he hears Suguru talk about one of his hookups, or his phone chirps with a Grindr notification.

    Unfortunately, The Feeling™ leads Satoru to only one rational conclusion. Like—fuck. Satoru is totally homophobic.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    perfect.

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    1880s Britain.

    Commodore Satoru Gojo has spent the last five years obsessed with a single black flag and its pirate. As his father, the Admiral, was murdered by a pirate crew for an ancient, mystical relic that is needed to unlock the world’s forbidden power: Cursed Energy.

    Alas, the race to prevent the resurrection of a power that could shatter the British Empire—and essentially the world—has begun.

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    19 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    a hidden gem<333 the writing is amazing and the author kept satoru and suguru in character the whole time. ending made me cry- the mutual pining, acceptance for their feelings, acceptance that they can never be together in a world where their views differ and where they would be chastised for it. beautiful.