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It’s been three months since he and Gunwook broke up. Matthew’s still learning how to unlove him.
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22 Apr 2026
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Acting like they’re in love is part of the job.
Sleeping together, again, isn’t.
But when Matthew and Gunwook get cast as love interests in a BL drama and forced to reunite years after everything ended so messily, it’s easy to fall back into bad habits.
No strings attached. No feelings involved.
Just casual.
That’s the deal.
It’s just that neither of them has ever been particularly good at following it.
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20 Apr 2026
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Single father Matthew tries to date again after encouragement from his son Yujin.
It does not go well, or does it?
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19 Apr 2026
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It's been a while since Matthew had last seen Hanbin.
He wants to pay him a visit today. He'll play it by ear.- Language:
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19 Apr 2026
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“What did you say his name was again?” Matthew asks, eyes wide open in disbelief.
“Park Gunwook,” Hanbin replies with a smirk.
“You mean the same Park Gunwook from our high school dance club?”
“The one and only.”
“Like…” Matthew pauses, narrowing his eyes at Hanbin’s phone as if it personally offended him before saying, “the one who used to have a crush on me? The mantou-cheeked boy who kept following me around?”
Hanbin reintroduces a former acquaintance to Matthew. Matthew tries to reconcile the cute boy from their past, with the still-cute-but-also-hot man he has become.
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19 Apr 2026
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Hao wants what he can't have
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19 Apr 2026
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“Went back to Canada. Lived with my mom and sister. Tried to forget.” When Matthew looks up, Gunwook sees in his eyes something so familiar and complicated that his breath stops.
“And did you?” asks Gunwook, swallowing. “Forget?”
Matthew gives him a wry, sad smile. “No,” he says, soft. “I didn’t.”
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Three years ago, Gunwook's best friend and only sanctuary disappeared without notice. When Gunwook's finished with military service, he decides to go back to his rural childhood home, but finds Matthew there waiting for him.
Cue domestic rural life, though Gunwook's memories are threatening to shatter the peace. (Also, the heating breaks down and there's only one bed, etcetera, etcetera.)
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16 Apr 2026
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friends with benefits. thats what google had told ricky. it didnt seem like the perfect description of him and matthews relationship. but no amount of furiously googling “what does it mean if i have sex with my roommate sometimes but im kind of in love with someone else” would bring him to a satisfying conclusion.
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12 Apr 2026
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Matthew was teasing Gunwook all practice, stripping him of his full focus. What was he gonna do about that?
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12 Apr 2026
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Matthew likes to be praised, he likes to be good, he likes to be useful. Taerae likes to lie back and be doted on and let it all happen to him. And Hao loves to watch—he’s basically their personal pornography director, at this point. Always recording and ordering them around and drinking them both in with lidded eyes. It’s a great arrangement. That is, when everyone agrees to play their roles correctly.
“Matthew, darling,” Hao starts, low and dangerous. “Tell Taerae about that fantasy of yours.”
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12 Apr 2026
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Jiwoong is absolutely devouring his rabokki, nose-deep in the broth and slurping the noodles like a starved man. The spicy sauce is dripping down his chin, like he isn't familiar with the concept of decorum. He's so hypnotized by the food he doesn't realize he's outright moaning. The entire group is staring. Taerae’s grip on his chopsticks slackens and his tteok splatters on the table.
And there it comes:
“Damn, hyung, you eat pussy like that?”
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12 Apr 2026
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“I thought you would want to see me all filled up,” Matthew wraps his arms around Hanbin’s neck and grinds against him again. “You have to be at least somewhat curious. At least to try.”
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12 Apr 2026
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Every one of the boys knows that Matthew is trans. Well, they all seem to get the essence of it and have never had trouble understanding Matthew’s perspective and how society views him. That part’s pretty clear to each of them. But it seems one boy in particular, is having a little bit of difficulty figuring out exactly how Matthew’s body works. And Matthew isn’t shy about teaching him.
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12 Apr 2026
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The guy was definitely staring, and as soon as Jiwoong made eye contact with him, he was smiling. Even from a distance, Jiwoong could see the way the guy’s dimples formed high on his cheeks, like whiskers.
“I will pay the tab if you go talk to him right now,” he heard Hao say, but Jiwoong didn’t really need to be bribed.
He was already on his feet to cross the room.
or: Jiwoong helps his one night stand get his life together.
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11 Apr 2026
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Jiwoong shrugs, his thoughts going elsewhere for a moment. When his attention returns, he gives Hanbin a onceover, as if seeing him only for the first time. “You look different,” he says, observing him with a smile.
Hanbin, feeling bold, offers a smile of his own. “Well, I’m not just your kid brother’s friend anymore, you know,” he says. “I’m twenty-four now.”
Jiwoong doesn’t reply immediately. It seems like he’s taking in what Hanbin is saying. He seems to turn it over in his mind, considering it. “And I’m sure that means you’re all grown up now, does it?” There’s a teasing lilt to his words that makes Hanbin’s cheeks flush deeper.
“Something like that,” he replies.
Hanbin comes home for the holidays where in his small town, everyone knows everyone. He doesn't expect to run into Jiwoong, his best friend Matthew's older brother. Though Hanbin left a lot of himself in his small hometown, some things, like his teenaged crush on Jiwoong, can't be forgotten.
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- Part 2 of 12 days of yaoimas
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11 Apr 2026
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Gunwook didn't think his Stairmaster recommendation would have such a big impact. But damn, Matthew's butt looked good these days.
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Or: Is it normal to want your hyung to sit on your face?
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10 Apr 2026
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Gunwook is bad at taking care of himself.
Matthew is bad at saying no to Gunwook.
This is, predictably, a problem.
Or: two best friends try to navigate non-sexual pup play together.
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09 Apr 2026
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Inspired from ZeroBaseOne's re-epilogue clip where Matthew checks out Gunwook in front of everyone.
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Matt sucks Gunwook off. Yeah, that's it. That's the fic.
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08 Apr 2026
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fool me once, drink my love and be mine, be mine forever by angelkissedlover
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
07 Dec 2025
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"You don't act like it. Don't you know you belong to me?"
"Who says I belong to you?" Gunwook looks up at him with a smirk.
Matthew's smile turns sharp. "Don't you?"
"I belong to myself and our fans, if you didn't know."
It's like a switch flipped inside him. Matthew physically feels something inside him snap.
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06 Apr 2026
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No matter how late Matthew returns home, he knows somewhere in his heart that there are those that are precious to him that are waiting.
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- Part 2 of No Place Like Home
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04 Apr 2026
